I always dreamed about falling in love and meeting the right guy. Then, one day, this boy added me on Facebook, it turns out he recognized me from an online forum we used to discuss movies years prior to this happening.

As soon as I saw his name pop out in the friend request section, I felt something. Little did I know at the time, I was 18 then, I was about to fall in love with him.

I was in the 12th grade back then, and I had already decided where to attend university, and it was in the same city he was in. Coincidence?

We started chatting more often, and we got close before we even physically met each other. His best friend was eager to meet me, and coincidentally, she also ended up in my faculty. We are all the same age.

At some point we had a conversation about out friendship and what is happening, he said he did not want to ruin it and it meant a lot to him and that he has also had thoughts about us getting together, but he is extremely confused. That was back in the spring of last year. I automatically thought, well, he’s not that into me, and I must be ugly or something. And well, you know the Universe, “Your wish is my command.” We started fighting a lot, and then he didn’t get into the university he wanted to go to; instead, he ended up also in my faculty. Too much coincidence? But we no longer speak.

We do actually look amazing together. Some people have commented on how perfectly we match. We have so much in common and mutual interests, and there is this connection we have between our hearts. I can’t explain it.

I had been using The Secret to achieve things like getting into my university and manifesting clothes and a lot of other stuff. I believe that things will start to turn around for me. I’ve been through a lot of pain, and even though people have advised me to forget about him and move on, I can’t do it because I still love him and he’s in my heart. So, for the past month, I’ve been living with the belief that something will happen between us, that he will come back to me. A friend told me that he posted a Facebook status about missing someone.

I am working on applying The Secret every day. I am getting closer and closer to being able to letting it go.

I know things will happen the way they really have to. I remember when the result of his other university was about to come out. I went out in the morning and prayed. I sent out this signal to the Universe that if he does end up in my university, then we are meant to reunite at some point.

I do not feel ugly or fat anymore! I have lost like 8 kgs in the past few months and I feel so confident. I am changed now, I am not the girl who needs that guy anymore. I am just the girl that really loves him and wants him and is ok and comfortable with following her heart in spite of what her friends suggest.

Despite the way things turned out in the past, I know what our friendship meant to him. He also went through a lot because one of his biggest dreams just crashed down.

Thank you, Rhonda, so much for your work! It truly has changed my life. The attitude of gratitude and focusing on the good has truly made a tremendous difference for me! I honestly wanted to kill myself a few months ago. I got sick because I thought he did not love me. I wanted to die. But now I’ve grown to be a confident, happy person, all thanks to you! I will follow The Secret for the rest of my life.

As for the boy, I am just sure we need to be together at some point. We will. He ended up in the university building next to mine after his plans were ruined. We are in the same faculty, we share a bunch of friends. Since he is the one who made the decision to end our communication, I will wait for him to seek me out. I know it’s possible, I know it must happen, because this desire, this faith, this love I have keeps me alive and love is what defines me since I fell for him. I set a date for our reconciliation, by the end of the academic year, which is in July. It would honestly blow my mind if it happened. But I know the Universe will give me what I want or something better.

God Bless you all!